true!

October 23rd, 2006 by chelai-cute004

"STARS DON’T
STRUGGLE TO SHINE,

RIVERS
DON’T STRUGGLE TO FLOW

ALSO
YOU WILL NEVER STRUGGLE TO EXCEL IN LIFE,

BECAUSE
YOU DESERVE THE BEST.

HOLD
ON TO YOUR DREAM AND IT SHALL BE WELL WITH YOU…"

 
The best way to be understood is to listen to what

 others say. 

 The best way to be accepted, is to open our doors

 and our hearts to all. 

 It is one of those great paradoxes in life that when

 we give away what we most need, 

 then what we need most is freely given back. 

 

 

 

para sa akin

June 17th, 2006 by chelai-cute004

 Kung ika’y magiging akin

Di ka na muling luluha pa

Pangakong di ka lolokohin

Ng puso kong nagmamahal

Kung ako ay papalarin

Na ako’y iyong mahal na rin

Pangakong ikaw lang ang iibigin

Magpakailanman

Di kita pipilitin

Sundin mo pang iyong damdamin

Hayaan nalang tumibok ang puso mo

Para sa akin

Kung ako ay mamalasin

At mayron ka nang ibang mahal

Ngunit patuloy ang aking pagibig

Magpakailanman

Di kita pipilitin

Sundin mo pang iyong damdamin

Hayaan nalang tumibok ang puso mo

Para sa akin

Kung ako ay papalarin

Na ako’y iyong mahal na rin

Pangakong ikaw lang ang iibigin

Magpakailanman

Di kita pipilitin

Sundin mo pang iyong damdamin

Hayaan nalang tumibok ang puso mo

Para sa akin

Di kita pipilitin

Sundin mo pang iyong damdamin

Hayaan nalang tumibok ang puso mo

Para sa akin… para sa akin

truth

May 12th, 2006 by chelai-cute004

Can’t Believe how you set me free
The way you purify this soul don’t you know
Got you into my arms now I’m never letting go
This old dog is finally home…finally home…So!

Chorus:

Ohh, Tell me what you want
I’ll pay the price
What’s money I’ll roll the dice
Lose it all take the fall
Let it ride
As long as i have you at my side
(repeat 2X)

Friend or foe you come to me
Wasn’t sure how deep a hole i was getting into
Yet I choose to wake up every mornin with a smile of my face
Or see life for what it is one big fat race…GO!
(repeat chorus)

*Chorus:

I’ve played the fool
Thinking i can catch you off guard and score another night with you
But the tables have been turned
This boy’s about to get burned
But before i go, i gotta know - i gotta know

Let’s not forget
You kept me waiting
What can i do to get through to you
Tired of singin to myself
I need a lesson
I need a blessing
The Shoe fits all we need is a little glue
I hate what you do

Ohh, Tell me what you want
Ohh, Tell me what you want
Ohh, Tell me what you want
Ohh, Tell me what you want…f… you…
(repeat chorus)

ohh… It’s been so good since i last saw you… ohh… child…
ohh… It’s been so good since i last saw you… ohh…

life is such a game

May 12th, 2006 by chelai-cute004

well..life is such a game for me… i don’t know why.. maybe because you need to do such things to survive, to win.. if you lose it’s ok.. no matter how down you are there will come a time in your life that you’ll rise up and be a winner.. you’ll shine like a star…

there are people preventing you to do the things you want it’s like controlling your life… there are people who keep on hurting you and make you feel that you can’t make it you can’t do it.. there are also some instances that everything around you does not compliment the situation, seems like what you’re doing is wrong.. the situation, the time, the person , the place is wrong.. even YOu yourself is wrong…

that’s it.. do things to make you happy to survive to overcome the sadness the hatred and the pain..  listen to your heart.. that’s the best thing you could do for yourself and everything will turn out right and surely you’ll be a winner..

nobela

April 30th, 2006 by chelai-cute004

Ngumiti kahit na napipilitan
Kahit pa sinasadya
Mo akong masaktan paminsan-minsan
Bawat sandali na lang

Tulad mo ba akong nahihirapan
Lalo’t naiisip ka
Hindi ko na kaya pa na kalimutan
Bawat sandali na lang

At aalis, magbabalik
At uuliting sabihin
Na mahalin, ka’t sambitin
Kahit muling masaktan
Sa
pag-alis ako’y magbabalik

At sana naman…

Sa isang marikit na alala’y
Pangitaing kayganda

Sana

nga’y
pagbigyan na ng tadhana
Bawat sandali na

lang

Sumabay sa biglang pagkabahala’t
Lumabis ang pagtataka
Tunay
na pagsintang ‘di alintana

Bawat sandali na

lang

much has been said

April 16th, 2006 by chelai-cute004

Much has been said
Said you never leave
Why’d it have to be
Harder than it had to be
Don’t you throw blame
You were a part of this
Wasn’t suppose to end
With us just walking away
So many times we tried
Holding on to the pain but in my baby’s eyes I see my shame
Asking why you had to leave
Wasn’t I strong enough to make you see
That the biggest part of this
It’s not about you and me
But just be wrong if we held on
Maybe tomorrow we’ll find
A taste for the old days hard lessons
We’ve left behind
This mirrors an open door
I can barely stand to see myself
I don’t know what to do anymore
I’m crying out for help
Ohh lord
Much has been said
Will I never learn
Keeping my fingers crossed
Praying for my luck to turn
But I can’t complain
I’m living it easy
Job’s keeping me busy
Going crazy
Can’t describe the way it felt
When you left said your goodbyes
It just seems crazy for me to think
That I’ll find love a second time
But we all know how it all wraps up in the end
Maybe tomorrow we’ll find
Ohhh lord…
What am I leaving behind
Sweet how we see the big picture when your life’s not on the line
I know the way out but do you see what I see
A tortured life always second guessing the bookie
Put money on the table thought that was all I had to do
Never came home
Never said a word to you
No one ever said it was going to be easy…
Easy start over again this time this time
Let’s do it right
Start over again this time this time
Let’s keep the fires burning

it hurts..

February 14th, 2006 by chelai-cute004

It really hurts…

:: letting go of a person you’ve just learned to

love

:: reminiscing the good times you shared together

:: shielding your heart to love somebody

:: trying to hide what you really feel

:: trying to hide the tears that involuntarily

fall from your eyes

:: loving a person too much

:: giving up someone you never thought of giving

up

:: having the right love at the wrong time

:: taking the risk to fall in love again

:: hiding your relationship from someone else

:: controlling your feelings to avoid hurting a

friend

:: thinking of him/her every waking and sleeping

moment knowing all the while that he/she never

even thinks of you…

:: letting go because everytime you see the

person, you only fall deeper

:: holding back only to find out when it’s too

late, you both felt the same way, but were only

scared to lose each other so much that you didn’t

let the feelings out

:: falling inlove with someone you didn’t mean to

fall inlove with

:: finding the perfect girl…with only one

problem….she doesn’t love you…

:: helping the one you love court your friend

:: seeing the one you love crying for someone else

:: the waiting also hurts like hell

:: having to hear "… I’ve met someone"

:: agreeing to him/her wish to ‘just be friends’.

:: giving him/her freedom back because ‘he/she’d

be happier with her/him’

:: asking you to ‘forget that everything

happened’and be ‘normal’ friends again

:: hearing that you’re treated as just a brother

or a sister

::hearing about his/her future plans with someone

else when you know that you want him/her to share

the future with you

:: you stopped being friends bcoz her bf/gf asked

her/him to

:: being denied in front of people

:: telling you lies where he/she’d been when

actually, he/she was with a ‘new friend’ or

an ‘old flame’

:: he/she told u he/she’d be leaving you to

return to his/her ex (d one he/she left 4 u!)

:: breaking someone’s heart

:: fighting for that one thing that would make

you happy

:: that is, holding on to a person who cannot

guarantee you his/her commitment unless he/she

fixes  him/herself…then, you are left hanging

for the moment…then he/she

says, time will tell… but you still decided to

hope in him/her and trust him/her

:: PRETENDING you’re OK when inside you’re

dying…

:: PRETENDING to be strong…. and RECOGNIZING

your weakness

:: lying in bed each night, thinking of that

special person you can never have…

:: being with someone you can’t actually love…

:: pretending you don’t love a person whom you

actually love…

:: being in love…

:: letting go even if you really don’t want to…

having no right to say you are hurting because it

was your decision

:: seeing the person you love get hurt because of

you… and not being able to help that person…

:: having the courage to say I LOVE YOU to the

person you love and finding out afterwards that

things will never be the same

again when he/she doesn’t treat you with the same

closeness as before

:: having to face the fact that someone is

capable of completely destroying the wall that

you have set for yourself,leaving you weak and

vulnerable

:: admitting that you love someone despite his/her

imperfections

:: finding out that the more you try to hate

him/her, the more you end up loving him/her,

perhaps even more than before

:: realizing how stupid your mistakes were which

led to your break-up

:: the thought that someone used to really love

you and you loved him/her as well but you didn’t

give enough so he/she gave up on you

:: Sharing the one you love with SOMEBODY

else….."

:: making a promise….and realizing that when

the time has come for that promise to be

delivered….the commitment is no longer there…

:: the hardest thing about love - believing it

exists.

ako to dati!

February 5th, 2006 by chelai-cute004

nkkatuwang isipin noh.. mantakin mo ikaw na dting manhid pagdating sa love issue ay apektado na ngaun, take note ah, hurt na hurt ka na.. sobrang skit na ang nrrmdaman mo.. dti wla kng iniisip na sakit pero ngaun narealize mo di pla tlga gnung kdli at sbra pla tlgang skit pg ngmmhal.. hay nku! may tym n gusto mo nang umiyak.. iiyak lhat ng skit n nrrmdman mo. dhil ssbog k na.. di k n mkhinga sa sobra.. pro bkit gnun ndi k mkaiyak.. wla kng mgawa sa lhat ng skit… hayyy… hanggang kelan mo kaya mraramdaman ung skit noh?! siguro mtgal pa.. pero nkakainis n tlga,, paano naman sa tuwing maiisip mo ang nakaraan na sya ang kasama mo nasasaktan k n, paano pa kaya pag nkikita mo xa.. ano bng pdeng gwin.. kung pede lng sana n pagtulog mo limot mo n xa at pggising mo prng wlang nangyri.. kung pwede lang sana.. pero, pero wala k tlgang mgwa.. mas lalo lang ang ngyayari…. minsan ka na nga lang mkrmdam ng tulad ng nrrmdaman mo ngaun.. ngaun k pa mssktan.. ngttka ka lang tlaga kung bkit malalim ang sugat n nrrmdaman mo ngaun.. prng wla nang kaglingan at forever ng mananatili sa puso mo n khit anong ipilit mo s srili mo n gwin, wlng mngyyri at wla tlgang mtutulong, di nga to mkkbwas ng skit at mas lalo png tumtindi.. gusto mo tuluyan siyang kalimutan.. naisip mo n wag n lng kausapin, pnsinin, at itxt.. s tindi ng skit, nabura mo nga ang mga love quote sa fone mo, pti number nya naerase mo dhil yw mo xang maalala at inaakala mo n pg gnwa mo un, mwawala ang skit. pero s gnwa mo at sa mga ggwin mo pa,, nktulong ba? msya ka ba? nde nmn db? naisip mo nga minsan, wla kng karapatan msktan, bkit? di nmn kayo eh at wla nmn xang cnbe na mahlin mo xa db? gusto mo n lng mgpasalamat dun sa taong minhal mo pero nsktan ka.. dhil sa knya hndi k n manhid.. hindi mo nmn ksi sya dapat sisihin dahil hindi nmn niya gustong sktan ka.. di nya kslanan kung hindi kaw ang minahal at mamahalin niya.. tama na.. unti-unti mo rin syang mkakalimutan..step by step mkklimtan mo rin ang nraramdaman mo.. tama na ang pag-iyak! You desreve someone better na worth it sa love n bbgay mo,, d man ngaun ang panhon.. in tym,, tym lng mkkpgsbe…